December 2010
WatchKolohe Kai - Ehu (Elmhurst) Girl.
@gerasmalls <3
@gerasmalls
I’m glad we met. No matter what we go through, we are still here for each other. This connection we have is a bond that I cherish, and intend to keep until the end of time. We’ve both made so many sacrifices for each other, and I’m thankful for so many reasons.I trust you with my life. I owe you so much. Thank you for everything you’ve done for me so far. You are truly a...
FINALLY!
My dad updated my plan to unlimited text and data. Leave a message in my ask box with your number, so in case you don’t have mine, or i don’t have yours, I can update my phone.
Ugh, I fucking hate my life right now.
I don’t care how personal this is.
I fucking pissed. I don’t have internet at home. I don’t have cable. I don’t have food. I don’t have money. I’m losing my house. I’m fucking losing everything. I fucking hate living like this.
And now, to make things worse. I can’t even use the internet on my phone.
Having internet on my phone was the only way...
Ugh. I fucking hate my life right now.
I don’t care how personal this is.
I fucking pissed. I don’t have internet at home. I don’t have cable. I don’t have food. I don’t have money. I’m losing my house. I’m fucking losing everything. I fucking hate living like this.
And now, to make things worse. I can’t even use the internet on my phone.
Having internet on my phone was the only way...
Dear World,
Tricia Ann Bataclan is so cute.
If she gets any cuter, Disney would buy her.
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November 2010
@gerasmalls
I definitely owe you. Thank you for being such a good friend. I’m truly grateful.
Anyone wanna sleep on the phone with me tonight?
I’ll sing. :)
I LOVE ketchup
tellytothe:
Just thought i’d share.
"Waiting" 11/17/10
Why is this so hard? So hard to let go? We both know…everybody knows. Everybody knows how much I care about you; the things I do, sticking up for you. Yet, what do you do? You treat me like trash. Like a rash, you scratch me until I bleed. But I need…you. You opened up my eyes, and made me realize, that this was all a game, and you were the prize. But surprise! Did I win? After all...
Ah, depression strikes again. :/
gerasmalls asked: Make me a crewneck already ):
I guess I don't deserve anybody.
Huge headache. Not in the mood.
itsalexdoe:
Its going to be a long night. Composition book, its time to open you up again.
When you lose someone that meant a lot to you, it doesn’t take a second , minute , hour , month , year to get over them. It takes as long as you’re ready to let them go.
Lets write. We got a whole book to write.
You may never want to talk to me again,
But thank you for everything. And I’m sorry that I can’t be a better friend. I never know what to say, but that doesn’t mean I don’t care. I need to find a better way to show people I care.
I don't think I'm going to be able to eat...
I’m hella fucking tired from all the preparation and cleaning. I think I’m gonna end up falling asleep. I need it, because I’m going into work with @itsalexdoe at 1 A.M. Woo! Long day I hope. I hope I’m working. -___-
I want to have a Thanksgiving with both of my...
Reblog if your parents are separated/divorced.
For once, I just want someone else to be proud of...
I'm thankful for Geraldine Mae Mariano.
Although you don’t really know it, you’ve opened up my eyes to a whole new world. You’ve opened my eyes to reality, and showed me what being a man is really about. Thank you for everything. I still really want to be your friend, but if that’s not what you want, I understand. I know I can’t always get what I want, but damn, it doesn’t hurt to try.
Happy...
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birreaver:
jaaystarr:
birreaver:
Another lonely Thanksgiving.
I feel you Billy. Let’s have thanksgiving together?
Who’s gonna cook?…. hahaha.
I helped cook last night. Stop by if you’re in glendale! Lol
Thanksgiving...
I hate the thought of questioning my faith, but I’ve been through too much in the last couple years to believe that god does everything for a reason. Sorry if this offends anybody. Feel free to unfollow.
God,
I constantly pray, and thank you for all you’ve given me, but what do you want from me? Do you really have a plan for me? You’ve put me through so much the last seven...
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birreaver:
Another lonely Thanksgiving.
I feel you Billy. Let’s have thanksgiving together?
Sometimes I wonder how my heart got so big, and...
11/18/10
Happy One Month.
Today would have been our one-month anniversary. Yes, I still love you so much. So much, that the thought of you constantly pesters my mind during the day, and countless nights, leaves me awake with despair. The thought of just friends was something that I never thought would transpire, and yet this burning desire to be with you contests me persistently. To look at...
Why am I so fucking stubborn?
gerasmalls asked: Love you.
gerasmalls asked: Nay.
It's Thanksgiving vacation but I have so much...
gerasmalls:
I feel you.
Sidenote:
I still love sleeping on the phone with you. :)
First day of work! :) 9-5:45
@ Target in the Glendale Galleria. Lol. Hmu of you’re in the mall! :D
If you give me your heart, I'll give you the...
Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You...
I'm not most guys.
Honestly, I’m one of the only guys out there that is a true gentleman. One of the only guys that would listen to everything you had to say. One of the only guys that would ask about your day, and care about it. If you showed interest in me, there would be no reason for me to leave. I won’t say that I don’t care about sex. I’m a man, and I think sex is special but honestly,...
No one looks at me the way you used to. :/
I am having basketball withdrawals.
Every time I close my eyes I thank the Lord that...
And you’ve got me too.
Don't judge me.
I am a strong person, but I can’t be strong forever.
I cry. Yes, I cry. Crying helps me keep sane. It helps me face reality.
I don’t ignore things, and bottle all my feelings inside. I’m not afraid to show emotion. Hate me, love me, I don’t care.
I've never been so depressed in my entire life. I...
No, it’s not because of the break up. Not entirely. There’s just so much going on in my life, and I can’t handle it all. I’m trying my best to be strong, but this is something I can’t do alone. So where are you “friends?”
Boyz II Men always knows exactly how I'm feeling.
Thanks guys. :)
When was the last time you sat down and asked...
Never let go.
