I’m just gonna put it in a cypher.
About to shower, get my clothes ready for tomorrow, then head to bed. Gotta wake up at 5:30 to get ready for school. Arsee and Deej are picking me up at 6:15ish to head to PCC and beat parking. Gotta show them their classes, and find mine too. xP
Wish me luck! :D
& the person who you want to like you ends up staying a friend or a stranger -_-
I did not know that Chris Kirkpatrick from ‘N Sync was the voice of Chip Skylark on Fairly Oddparents. -__________-
But, let’s make the best of it.
Class at 7 am Monday through Friday. Whoop.
Yeeeeeeeeeup. Not tonight.
My last time clubbing until my birthday! Hit me up!
But I don’t think my voice can handle it. :\
It’s still gone from Disneyland.
I really don’t know what I want anymore. Well, I wouldn’t say that. I know what I want, but I don’t know what you want. I still have the same feelings I had when I first met you, but it’s starting to look like mutual feelings have not progressed in this relationship. Don’t get me wrong. I would love to be with you, and I understand friendship is key in establishing a solid relationship. I really don’t want to give up on trying, because I know you’re not “looking,” but at the same time, I really feel like you don’t like me as much as I like you. There are some times, when I just want to grab your hand, place my hand against your cheek, and kiss you passionately, like a scene in a movie. Then there are times when I would be satisfied with just a kiss on the cheek. There are some times when I would love to just lay you down on my bed, and do things that I’ve fantasized about in my wildest dreams. Then there are times when I wish you just here with me, laying in bed, cuddling cozily, either watching a movie, or just resting. There are times when I want to call you, and just tell you exactly how I feel, in hopes that you might feel the same. Then there are times when I just want to call to say hi, and hope you’re doing okay.
Well, life is confusing I guess. Let’s make the best of it.
I shave my pubes. I don’t like having hair down there. LOL
clap clap. clap clap.
LOL @ Mariel
Hear no evil, See no evil, Speak no evil. lol.
Hit me up on aim! sn: jaysturr
Ending my summer right! :) Anyone else gonna be there?
I really enjoy when you’re around. When you’re with me, I really like I can always be myself around you, although I do like to try and impress you sometimes. You really get along with my friends and family, and that’s something I truly adore. I like how you get mad when I try to take pictures of you, or when I play fight with you. I really like how I don’t have to hide things from you, like drinking and smoking. I love how I can look at you from anywhere in the room, and just smile. Whether you see it or not, I don’t know, but I really can’t help but smile to myself whenever I see you. Sometimes I catch myself, and look around to see if anyone saw me.
Yet, somehow, I wish it was a little bit more. I wish I had the comfort of knowing that you’re thinking about trying us out. Yeah, I know you might not be “looking for a relationship” at the moment, but I’d like to hope that you’re at least considering it. Considering being with a guy that is the nicest, most caring gentleman that you might ever meet. Considering being with a guy that isn’t nosy, that doesn’t try to get in your business 24/7. Considering being with a guy that can always make smile, especially when you feel you’re at your lowest. Considering being with a guy that you like a princess, without having to buy you material things. Considering being with a guy that would make it his duty to keep you satisfied.
But, life isn’t a fairytale. If it’s meant to be, it’s meant to be. I’m willing to wait it out.
I’m already glad you’re in my life, so I just smile.